Unhappy Mode

super unhappy day - 13.11.2010

today let me discover AGAIN..

i almost feel like to hang myself..

i tot i know him, but actually Im not..

i tot i can trust him, but actually... hmmm...

cry till my eyes very tired..

cry till i dunno what can i do..

ish!! so fed up!!

he is the only one i being together with the longest time..

i tot we will be last very long..

but haiz.. again n again..

everytime coz of GIRLS matter..

how come he got so many girls around..

how come he alw promised will stay far far away from them,
but he dint..

how come i feel tat he alw lie to me?

feel so unsecured.. feel scared..

haiz.. when only can i stop worry these thing?

when only he stop doing so?