w.o.r.t.h ??

in our life, which thing make u feel worth?

happy or money?

very sad tat today i heard a bad story..

a woman in my life, she very success..

capable woman! she become a big company director in her 20++ year olds~

for sure, everyday she put in alot of effort in her work..

work, OT, work, OT......

her husband got an affair.. but what can she do?

n now she has a child, but still.. she bz with her wrk..

what she said.. she said she has no time to entertain her child..

thn she send her son to far far away let ppl tk cr of him..

she use "ENTERTAIN" on her child..

what a sad word for her son..

well.. for her, maybe money is important n make her feel worth..

so, happy is just nth for her??


how abt myself? i dunno..

i have no idea..

i dun think money is so important for me maybe, if compared with happy lah..

but thn what im doing now is..

stay in other country, earn some $$..

thn end up everyday so busy n tired...

frens n family r so far far away....

m i adopt of it? i dunno..

suddenly feel so down down..

when i see something changed..

when i call mum, she headache, but i can do nth..

last time at least i can massage for her, n talk to her every night..

now, no more no more..

what we wanna chat, we have to gather it on weekend..

which means 2 days per week.. :(

i miss her alot..

so when i wrk hard hard here.. i alw think of her..


as my boyfriend.. hmmm..

something changed as well.. communication problem..

our contact lesser due to the telecommunication fees..

ish ><"

last time we can contact whenever we like to..

now no more..

last time he just seldom go out with his fren, most of the time he just stay at home..

but now, hmmm..

so, as i said, everything changed....

for me, is it worth??

now only i think of such thing.. late..

m i regret??






************* i have no answer....